Monday 16 May 2011

So, is it really possible ?

''A boy and girl, Can be just friends. But in some point of their lives, they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily  maybe at the wrong time .. Or maybe forever ''


Theres nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye,
 and now I know how far you go
I thought that I had everything 
 didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go.

My best friend's a Guy, I Call him stupid, Gay and the biggest idiot ever. His more protective then my Mother and brother Combined. Though we've had our problems, Though it took me a while to realize. I still love him more then anything in the world, and I don't know what I'd do without him. But no, I haven't fallen for him, and I know I never would. Don't believe me ? Try to prove me wrong :)

Sunday 15 May 2011

To the haters

Oh so I'm a bitch ?
Well it takes a bitch
to Know a bitch
to Call a bitch
a Bitch, Bitch 
And besides,
You say I'm a Bitch
Like its a bad thing ;]

Friday 13 May 2011

the friends I had in 2007-2008


would like to visit you for a while, Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but, Someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch, Relax
Talk about anything. It doesn't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend, That you've forgiven me

Because I don't know you any more
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed, And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore, We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same? Has your opinion changed?

I know I let you down Again and again
 I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price. I'm still paying for it every day
So maybe I shouldn't have called , Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell, It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?

Because I don't know you any more
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed, And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore, We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

i Know I've made mistakes, i know i'm yet to be forgiven, But then again. I don't know what I've done wrong to make myself be hated this much, but the thing is, I really do miss you's and would like a chance to make up for everything.
Its true, you don't know what you've had until you've lost it.