1st January, 2012.
My year is already going amazing. Woke up to the sweetest good morning text, followed by amazing family time with the fam bam & the cousins. Coming home to find out that an old friends still has feelings for me. & now I'm sitting here admiring everything. <3 

2012 <3

My whole life down to 27 pictures :D

Beyond amazing :')

<3

One Direction knows how to make my day

I honestly fail to understand why people are so against lesbian/gay marriages. I mean, everyone should have the right to chose whom  to get married to. Yeah some religions are against it, But what's your problem? you're not the one who'll be going to hell. Give them a break. Just because someone's a little different from you, does not give you the rights to disrespect and restrict them from what they want. 

I love Barney Stinson 

I WANT THESE .

I WANT THESE .

10 things I hope to do before my 17th birthday .

- Learn to drive. 
That seems pretty easy seeing as I got my L's, but every time I try to drive. I manage to run into something. Yesterday, being my brother. 


- Go in an isolated, big field and scream my lungs out.
That's something I've been wanting to do for ages. It doesn't seem like a big deal, but it is to me. I've honestly never screamed before. Even as a baby, my mum could put me on the floor for a second and I'd fall asleep. 


- Have a picnic in a big, green hill with a few people.
That again, doesn't seem like a big deal. But I've always wanted to go to a grassy hill with my close friends and just muck around followed by a lovely picnic. 


- Get a new hairstyle.
I've had the same side fringe for the past 3 years and I think its time for change, but I'm to scared. So by next year, I'm hoping for a full makeover.


- Change my clothing style.
At the moment, my wardrobe is filled with vintage, short, long and cultural clothes. I'm not sure what I like most. So finding how I want to dress is something I really want.


- Start writing poems and drawing again.
Drawing and poem writing was something I loved back in year 8. But I gave up on it when Visual Art ended. Next year, I'm hoping to start V.art again, so I want to bring back the creativeness.


- Confront everyone who I've hurt, or been hurt by personally.
I have a bad habit of leaving when things get tough. So, by my 17th, I'm hoping to talk to everyone I'd cried for, or hurt and re-conciliate. No one should hold a grudge on me inshallah.


- Be friend a Fob and Korean 
I'm not sure how that's going to work, but something I really want is to know a sexy fob and Korean. My opinions may change by then, but I still want a friend of those nature.


- Learn to cook.
Coming from a Fijian- Indian background, I should already know how to cook, but I don't know the smallest things about the kitchen. So by the time I'm 17, I should be able to make palao like any other Fijian girl. 


- Learn to be self-dependant.
Right now, whenever I have a problem, the first thing I would do is run to my friends and family for help. I trust people to quickly and either get hurt or let them take advantage of me. I want to be able to trust my judgement over others.

I've always wanted to go in an open field, really big and isolated. No one around. And just scream as loud as I can. But every time I go somewhere, I get to scared thinking if I scream, I'm going to make some innocent person think I'm getting raped or something. But this is something I really hope to do. Inshallah one day :D

Life is too short

Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness

Laugh when you can

 apologize when you should 

and let go of what you can't change

Love deeply and forgive quickly

take chances, give everything

and have no regrets

Life is to short to be unhappy

you have to take the good with the bad

.. Smile when your sad

.. Love what you got

and always remember what you had

always forgive but never forget

Learn from your mistakes 

.. but never regret

People chance and things go wrong

But always remember ..

Life goes on 

A girl, 

no matter how many times she denies it,

she will always remember

Every detail

Every moment

Every piece of memory you've left her.

No matter how much she tries to forget

..  it will always be there. 

When I can't help myself but think about you


- I force myself to think negative, just to make myself realize your not worth it
- I come up with the perfect comeback if you decide to sweet talk again
- I cry, but deny I'm crying because of you
- I swear and think about how much I hate you
- I picture you getting slapped by me and it makes me smile


I promise myself to not let you hurt me again.


.. and then after all that hatred thinking, I think about how many times you've made me smile, even if it was just for a second. and I'm back to where I started. 

I don't care what they say,

I don't care what they do

They can lock me up forever

trying to stop me loving you

They tried to keep Romeo & Juliet apart

Baby I don't care what they say

I only listen to my heart. 

That's going to be my comeback from now onwards !

I want a cute baby like that ^

Korean dramas ..

Can't get any better then this . <3

<3 .