10 things I hope to do before my 17th birthday .

- Learn to drive. 
That seems pretty easy seeing as I got my L's, but every time I try to drive. I manage to run into something. Yesterday, being my brother. 


- Go in an isolated, big field and scream my lungs out.
That's something I've been wanting to do for ages. It doesn't seem like a big deal, but it is to me. I've honestly never screamed before. Even as a baby, my mum could put me on the floor for a second and I'd fall asleep. 


- Have a picnic in a big, green hill with a few people.
That again, doesn't seem like a big deal. But I've always wanted to go to a grassy hill with my close friends and just muck around followed by a lovely picnic. 


- Get a new hairstyle.
I've had the same side fringe for the past 3 years and I think its time for change, but I'm to scared. So by next year, I'm hoping for a full makeover.


- Change my clothing style.
At the moment, my wardrobe is filled with vintage, short, long and cultural clothes. I'm not sure what I like most. So finding how I want to dress is something I really want.


- Start writing poems and drawing again.
Drawing and poem writing was something I loved back in year 8. But I gave up on it when Visual Art ended. Next year, I'm hoping to start V.art again, so I want to bring back the creativeness.


- Confront everyone who I've hurt, or been hurt by personally.
I have a bad habit of leaving when things get tough. So, by my 17th, I'm hoping to talk to everyone I'd cried for, or hurt and re-conciliate. No one should hold a grudge on me inshallah.


- Be friend a Fob and Korean 
I'm not sure how that's going to work, but something I really want is to know a sexy fob and Korean. My opinions may change by then, but I still want a friend of those nature.


- Learn to cook.
Coming from a Fijian- Indian background, I should already know how to cook, but I don't know the smallest things about the kitchen. So by the time I'm 17, I should be able to make palao like any other Fijian girl. 


- Learn to be self-dependant.
Right now, whenever I have a problem, the first thing I would do is run to my friends and family for help. I trust people to quickly and either get hurt or let them take advantage of me. I want to be able to trust my judgement over others.

I've always wanted to go in an open field, really big and isolated. No one around. And just scream as loud as I can. But every time I go somewhere, I get to scared thinking if I scream, I'm going to make some innocent person think I'm getting raped or something. But this is something I really hope to do. Inshallah one day :D

Life is too short

Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness

Laugh when you can

 apologize when you should 

and let go of what you can't change

Love deeply and forgive quickly

take chances, give everything

and have no regrets

Life is to short to be unhappy

you have to take the good with the bad

.. Smile when your sad

.. Love what you got

and always remember what you had

always forgive but never forget

Learn from your mistakes 

.. but never regret

People chance and things go wrong

But always remember ..

Life goes on 

A girl, 

no matter how many times she denies it,

she will always remember

Every detail

Every moment

Every piece of memory you've left her.

No matter how much she tries to forget

..  it will always be there. 

When I can't help myself but think about you


- I force myself to think negative, just to make myself realize your not worth it
- I come up with the perfect comeback if you decide to sweet talk again
- I cry, but deny I'm crying because of you
- I swear and think about how much I hate you
- I picture you getting slapped by me and it makes me smile


I promise myself to not let you hurt me again.


.. and then after all that hatred thinking, I think about how many times you've made me smile, even if it was just for a second. and I'm back to where I started. 

I don't care what they say,

I don't care what they do

They can lock me up forever

trying to stop me loving you

They tried to keep Romeo & Juliet apart

Baby I don't care what they say

I only listen to my heart. 

That's going to be my comeback from now onwards !

I want a cute baby like that ^

Korean dramas ..

Can't get any better then this . <3

<3 .

You dirty minded freak !

I love these people, I'd love them even more if they just realize Elena's the problem and that she should die (:

*sigh*

Once upon a time, there were 2 people who met on the wrong foot and didn't appreciate the existence of each other much. He loved another girl and she was just bad.

As time went by,  they started feeling for each other and became a happy couple.

As more time went by, she became good and he fell deeply for her.

..And then he killed her, freeing her from the pain she's been going through.

Dear Damon Salvatore, I love how you think about everyone else before you think about yourself, I love how you could have used Jeremy to bring Rose back but you decided to help Elena and Stephan instead. I love how you stay so strong even after losing so many girls you love, I love how even after everything Stephan put you though, you still risk your life for him. I love everything about you. 

I'd kill to meet these 2 guys. they're beyond perfect and I want them. That is all.

Worrying is nothing but emotional suicide

There's a story behind every person

            There's a reason why they're the way they are              

they aren't just like that because they want to

Something in the past created them

and sometimes its impossible to fix them.

HAHAHAHA

So cheesy. 

You.

                 <3

I don't want a fancy wedding, I don't want my family spending thousands of dollars on me, I don't want allot of people watching us get married, I don't want all the things a average girl would want. All I want is to have the one person who loves me the most to give me the sexiest proposal with the sweetest words and in the cutest place. 

I'm so done chasing after people and begging them to stay by my side. If you want to walk out on me, I'm more then happy to hold the door open for you. I don't fucking need any more.

Maybe were friends

Maybe were more

Maybe its just my imagination 

But I see you stare just a little to long

and it makes me start to wonder

so baby call me crazy

but I think you feel it too

maybe I, maybe I

just gotta get next to you

I can't even begin to explain how much I hate smokers.

I'd probably get insulted by something like this, but seeing as guys would offer to stay with us forever knowing how demanding we are just makes them look good

I'm kinda happy to be a 90's kid, seeing as this generation is a bunch of asses who cry for everything (:

Never gonna give you up.

We've known each other for so long

your heart is aching 

but your to shy to say it

Inside we both know Whats going on

We know the game and were gonna play it

And if you ask me how I'm feeling

Don't tell me that you're to blind to see

Never gonna give you up

Never gonna let you down

Never gonna run around and desert you

Never gonna make you cry

Never gonna say goodbye

Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

I've had the time of my life

and I never felt this way before

and I swear this is true

and I owe it all to you

BASMA ALMOHAMMED <3

Thank you for the most amazing night ever.

The most amazing people I know on the most amazing day ever

you make me feel like I'm myself, instead of being someone else. I want to live that everyday.

.

LaLaLaLaLaLaLa

lalalalala

Booom Boooom Pow (:

Remind me why I know this guy again

So today after school I spent a whole hour watching my best friend be mean to his sister, I came to learn how very boring his taste of music is and the fact that he enjoys hitting my head with a ball, Also, his taste in clothing is beyond gay and he is basically tiny, Oh and lets not forget how his fone password is one of the lamest things ever. 


Remind me again why I know this guy.
p.s. I still love you

I want a perfect moment like that !

I'm going to wear this dress one day. Walking up to my prince charming near a pretty, watery view, where he awaits - as well as my prettyful brides maids and grooms men. Were going to take allot of pictures and hear about how perfect we are with each other from our close friends and family. The whole days going to be based on us and it is going to be the most magical moment of my life. 

I really should be studying. But what am I doing instead?
Watching Vampire Diaries.
Damon Salvatore <3